Band Geek at Heart, sometimes i feel like you focus on the good a little too much. You always look at everything positively and ignore the negative when it’s right in your face. I’m not saying you should upset yourself or stop being so happy, believe me i only wish the best. but i just feel that sometimes you have to live the ugly to feel the beautiful, and by never embracing the nasty of life you never get to feel that all encompassing, nerve relaxing, sigh inducing shutter of happiness.

sometimes i feel like you focus on the good a little too much. You always look at everything positively and ignore the negative when it's right in your face. I'm not saying you should upset yourself or stop being so happy, believe me i only wish the best. but i just feel that sometimes you have to live the ugly to feel the beautiful, and by never embracing the nasty of life you never get to feel that all encompassing, nerve relaxing, sigh inducing shutter of happiness.

Anonymous

I’m realy really glad you sent this, Anon. No joking, it made me think. I understand what you mean by embracing the nasty. I try to be happy as often as I can by rejoicing in little things, but perhaps I have been a little blind to reality. I’m the first one to admit I am extremely naive.

But beyond that, I am stunned and impressed that you noticed this about me when I wasn’t even very aware of it myself. This is proof that I have some good people watching out for me.

I hope I’ve been good to you, Anon, if we know each other in real life. I think a shrewd judge of character is a very redeeming quality in a person.

I’m extremely comforted to know that you noticed this, and quite thankful that you brought it to my attention.

I like the anon mail I have been getting lately. It is very thought provoking.